And you are there. Standing a few steps away from me. After a month of not talking to each other. I see you in the flesh again. For the first time. Not lying on my arms. Not driving. Seeing you in a place where it's not just the two of us trips me up. I don't know what to feel. Watching you asyou entertain the people around you makes me feel a little bituncomfortable.I'm praying that you will not look on where I stand. For a moment, I think God hears my prayer. But then.